forever and always

I hope, you know, how much I really miss you in my life, how often I think about you and always wish that you being proud of me, because that keeps my pain away. I believe that you are beside my, however you be so far away that there is no chance to visit you, but I think it is the same. Please never forget, how much I love you and that you are the piece of me which keep me alive and try to fight - it is all for you, all for you. Happy birthday, mom. ❤️